SO KH1.5 COMES OUT TOMORROW (ch167)

BOY AM I EXCITED

I HAVE IT SET TO SHIP TO ME, SO I CAN'T GUARANTEE I'LL HAVE IT TOMORROW

BUT SOON

SOOON

anyway yeah

ch165's blog

ch166's blog

The Cant' Escape Chapter you should read

And it's blog (and tumblr notes, and other set of tumblr notes)

And magik did a post on it tooooooo

aaaaaaaaaaand

FANMIX which I forgot last blog but here one about Axel

anthem for doomed youth from derazzed on 8tracks Radio.

(handy dandy link)

because it's fitting for Can't Escape chapter

link to this chapter that I'm going to blog about

and my tumblr posts on it

LET'S GO

OKAY YEAH TOTALLY GOING TO HAVE TO HAVE RIKU MENTION THAT HE RAN INTO AXEL AND ASKED ABOUT NAMINE BECAUSE, UHM, THAT’S IMPORTANT DEVELOPMENT RIGHT THERE

AND IT’S NOT LIKE IT’S A LIE HE JUST LEFT OUT AXEL

hey look the notes in my document that should've gone right here are spoilers whooo

y/n on the thinking about Namine thoughts atm? Idk if I want to do that or have him have a panic attack because Larxene.

Iiidddkkk

(I like the idea of him having a panic attack—it was a nice scene I’d written—but him thinking about Namine is 100x more important. I'll post the scene to ASAS. Sometime. SOMEONE REMIND ME I'LL PROBABLY FORGET.)

Riku’s shirt has no sleeves so

Thought processes really do work like this. At least they do for me. Idk ‘bout you

Ahha yeah it’s no wonder Riku’s shoulder is still messed up in book 5  (especially with him purposefully hitting it like this)

NO I DID NOT ORDER A BUCKET OF HEARTWRENCHING ANGST RIKU

Riku no, Aerith will smack your head into the ground if you say that word in her house

(he just wants to scream fuck at the top of his lungs right now ahahahahaslkdjfosirjeaofijsf)

Aerith I don’t think trying to talk to him is a good idea right now

People are doing the thing lately where they kneel down in front of Riku so they’re on eyelevel and it gives me about as much feels as 29 sitting on the floor does

I have a thing where I don’t mention magik's Namine by name unless I absolutely have to

heheh of course Roxas doesn’t carry ethers

DON’T ARGUE WITH ME BLIZZARD MAGIC WAS ABSOLUTELY USELESS IN DAYS AND YOU KNOW IT

Of course fire-based heartless in Agrabah aside because it worked well on them

BUT ON ANYTHING ELSE?

PSSSHH you were lucky if it even hit it

WHOOPWHOOPWHOOP JUST LOOK AT ALL THE  DAYS TERMINOLOGY YEAH (it is, most likely, just how Roxas thinks.)

ALSO YES ROXAS CAN DUALWEILD if you have a problem with that kindly get out of my face. This is my fanfic and I am the author and I say he can and therefore he can. haha I feel like a stuck up jerk yikes

No but the reasons behind it are that 26 (who is in charge of literally everything concerning Roxas. His memories. His data. His abilities. Everything.) was just like "two keyblades means the job gets done twice as fast right?"

That and they are sort of planning to eventually use Roxas to fight Riku and it's not like Riku's trained to fight someone who wields two blades. The fact that Roxas can automatically gives him an upper-hand, even if he isn't as strong as Riku. Tho tbh it's actually about as strong as Riku haha

So yeah.

I mean it's not like the concept of wielding two Keyblades is rare. It's just the ability that is. I'm sure it's not hard to Program Roxas's data so that he can dualwield--just add the coding in for a second Keyblade and the ability to summon it at will, right?

ANYWAY

NO BECAUSE

BECAUSE XION JUST GAVE UP

SHE DIDN’T HAVE TO

BUT SHE DID

HE WANTS TO SAY DAMMIT

RIKU

RIKU BABY

I DON’T WANT TO LET YOU sorry

Uhm?

Does?

Riku?

Actually refer to himself?

As Riku?

He was just going to say “c’mon Riku you’re better than this” to himself but

For some reason

I’d like to say

He doesn’t usually refer to himself as Riku except to other people?

(except I think he's done it before so it's irrelevant)

Riku doesn’t specify that people are from another universe. They’re just Namine in his head. Or Axel. He doesn’t specify. He doesn’t need to.

I HAD BROKEN CROWN PLAYING ON AN ENDLESS LOOP IN MY HEAD WHILE WRITING IT and the bitterness and desperateness of it was kind of fitting for all this?? I mean angst is nice but none of the angsty stuff I usually listen to (like RED or Evanescence) were doing it for me

The tone of Broken Crown was, but not all the Mumford and Sons songs are like that and I don’t know them well enough to pick out which ones were and which one’s weren’t

Nnno that is how much it’s hurting him. he’d rather face his nightmares than this