I'm... not sure what this is...

So

I was considering the possibility of having THAT be my chapter 200

And suddenly my heart is racing and there's a knot in my stomach

alskdjfds

I mean, really, why does the very likely chance that I could make THAT my chapter 200 cause a knot in my stomach?

Okay then...

Anyway, yeah, I will most likely hit-- OH WAIT

WAIT A MINUTE

Maybe it can't be my 200

I forgot

It's not 70 chapters before THAT, it's only 35. Ish. (which is equally exciting, since it's close, but... meh)

But, I suppose, the possibility is still there... considering the stalling that everyone is likely to do.

I mean, I have the Heckuva long raid coming up, and since the Ridiculously Long Raid was only five chapters (7 if you're picky)... I'm sure the Heckuva long raid is bound to be longer. And I haven't written it yet... so I really have no clue

Anyway

Back on track

yes, this fic is likely to be 200 chapters. VERY likely. Considering, with everything plotted out before THAT being around 35 chapters (give or take a few, but most likely give, considering we all know how much everyone loves to stall) and then there's still End Game to consider...

We are at ch140 ish

+35

=175

And, there's no way End Game will be less than 15 chapters.

OH! ALSO!

I most likely will not be doing a special chapter for 150. I decided tonight that I won't, but I may change my mind when I hit 150. Depends. You got your special Christmas chapter, though, didn't you? Besides, I'd planned for that to be my special chapter, anyway, but it ended up being over 10 chapters away from 150, instead of 5 like I'd hoped

But that's okay

I really should be writing

But, I was distracted after reading some of magik's stuff

then I considered the possibility of THAT being my ch200 (it's still feasible, technically)

and

Then I decided to blog

Now, I just need to finish this scene with Kairi, get SOMETHING out of Sora, an then I can write the Heckuva Long Raid. WHOOO!! *dances*

And, yeah, I have no clue what to write for Sora at the moment. Shush. There's a difference between knowing what a character is doing, and having a specific scene in mind to write for them. 

THOUGH!

I might write that thing with Aqua and Ven after I'm done with Kairi (or Sora)

I should

I'll probably start playing BBS tomorrow. Or this weekend. But we're going to the Chinese festival this weekend... Well, idk, I had the urge to play BBS tonight (I typed Wingblade and I was like OMGIWANNAPLAYBBS) but I'm ignoring it because I need to write. And I need to stop stalling by blogging and write.

So

buh-bye for now!!

Diddy Kong Racing reference, anyone? :P

'SCUSE ME WHILE I DIE OF HAPPINESS

IT'S HERE IT'S HERE IT'S HERELASKJFSLDFJIJTSHEREE

I'M GOIGN TO BE LISTENING TO THIS FOR THE NEXT THREE AND A HALF HOURS

LSAKJFSF

IDK IF I EVEN WANT TO DO MY HISTORY NOW

BUT IF I DO

IT'LL BE ATHOUSAND TIMES EPIC WHILE LISTENING TO THIS

SLDKFSJFDLK

*CHANGES DESKTOP BACKGROUND TO THE TWILIGHT PRINCESS PICS*

Erm... no clue what to label this post

But I just discovered something interesting

So, we all know that Vanitas looks like Sora because Sora connected with Ven's heart and yata yata

But, APPARENTLY there's a little extra detail that involves the fact that Sora used the DARK PART of his heart to help heal Ven

Which, makes total sense

if Ven was pure light, then Sora would need to use his darkness to make up for the darkness Ven lacks

right?

I realize as I'm typing this that this totally shoots the "Ven is pure light" thing out of the air if you think about it too much

Hmm...

Oh well

I really just wanted to post/share this because "Sora using the darkness of his heart to help heal Ven" made absolute perfect sense in my head when I first saw it (only questioning it now because of the possibly contradiction to Ven being pure light) because you need light and darkness to make a heart complete (in Ven's case, anyway) and it would be darkness that Sora needed to provide to restore Ven's incomplete heart

I probably just over explained that

but whatevers

I should... probably restart my computer now so it can install updates

OMGSO

I was looking through my rough outline for the fic

and

and

AND

I am two major plot points away from THAT

I feel like I've said this before...

BUT

See

What's different about this time

Or at least, what I think is different

Is it's NOT two major plot points with "uh... what am I doing!?!" in between

It's two major plot points, on Riku's side of the story, and those two major plot points are the only scenes I have planned for Riku and there SHOULDN'T be anything in between them. Theoretically.

It now occurs to me that MAYBE placing such major plot points next to each other isn't smart

however, the second one really does make sense if it happens sooner rather than later, so...

Of course, I have to figure out what Sora's doing, as his side of the story isn't quite as concrete

but as soon as I get through this Sora section

I know what I'm doing for the one after that

So

yes

crap

I just remembered I have a scene with Aqua and Ven I need to write. Or that I should write. Oh yeah! I was waiting 'til I started BBS again my PSP charger should get here any day now so that I their battle styles all solid and stuff in my head. Or some logic similar to that.

That paragraph was entirely unnecessary

But

yeah

TWO PLOT POINTS

I'd say something like "the chances of me finishing Dead Inside this summer are high!" but I don't want to like... jinx myself. (I probably just did)

Because you all remember LAST summer

Where I was ABSOLUTELY POSITIVE that I would finish Dead Inside before the anniversary

yup

That went well

But, Disney happened

And then there was the YELLING sequence which I don't think I planned and delayed me slightly. But it fixed a lot of my plot holes. So. Not complaining.
well, it fixed SOME of my plot holes. But any plot hole fixed is a plot hole that I'll gladly... have... fixed. That ended better in my head

Anyway

Gonna stop ranting at you now

and

going to go back to writing/plotting a scene for Sora. Because I don't have a particular pre-planned scene to put here. Which sucks.


OH WAIT!!!

I meant to mention

Back on an outline I'd written a while ago. A long while ago. I'd written next to most plot points how many chapters I thought they would take.

The R sequence.

Was planned to be 2 chapters.

What did it turn out to be? Four?

Lol

Though, I also planned to have the Shad, Kairi, and Sora scenes that happened after it---wait. Sorry. Before it. Those scenes were planned to take a chapter each.

All three of them shared a chapter.

Don't know why I'm telling you this

but


TWO MAJOR PLOT POINTS! *throws confetti that's still left over from my birthday*

Speaking of my birthday

It's four and a half weeks away.

Goodness, it does NOT feel like a year has passed since last birthday

and it feels like just yesterday I was finishing up the Anniversary Questions thingies.

I"m rambling

I'll shut up now

Move on with your day!

Sometimes it's good to know...

that you're not COMPLETELY abnormal

I found this on facebook...

and then to make it even better

someone commented on it:

"I tell (random person) what my characters are planning like I've sat in on a briefing of their plans. They are totally running the show."

I'M NOT THE ONLY ONE!!

haha

sorry

but I was kinda beginning to think that the way my characters plotted things out for me/made their own decisions was... idk. Just me?

I mean, magik's like that, too, but... we're family. Our family has a lot of weird quirks.

Anyhoo, this post was random

MORE INTERESTING (probably) JOURNAL DUMP IN THE LAST POST!!