updates 'n stuff (concerning ch231 and dead inside as a whole)

I nearly forgot to post this update here too and for that I am dreadfully sorry

Tbh I probably don't even need to post it at all but?? I'm not behind on posting or anything I just

ch231 is really really huge--not in terms of word count but in terms of like content and emotionally. This probably seems real dumb up front but once I've posted the chapter you'll understand

anyway I am currently staying with my sister (magik) for a week and today was pretty hectic and tomorrow she has company
And I want to be able to have the option to spend the afternoon entirely focused on this chapter 'n posting it 'n stuff

(for a second I wasn't even bothering with magik's name wow go me. It's not like you don't know who she is--she writes the All the Pieces series + writes the other half of Can't Escape you can't be a FtP fan and not know who she is)

plus I also have a playlist + picture + amv that go with this chapter. Technically it's only the playlist that's giving me issues. Or the playlist and amv combined. I feel like I'd be posting too much at once but I also feel like this is the only appropriate chapter to post the playlist with
but then I'd also be overloading everyone with content/etc to process

hmm

ANYWAY THE MAIN REASON WE'RE HERE

Theoretically I should have time somewhere between Sunday and Tuesday to dedicate to uploading this chapter. Sunday looks free but I also want to be able to like. play video games or something with magik since she doesn't have work.
Either tuesday/monday is the day she has ALL THE WORK and I shouldn't bother tagging around behind her so I should be able to upload the chapter then. I just forget which day it is specifically

WORST CASE I can't upload the chapter until I'm back home (geeze, like, next monday) but that is literally worst case

I'm probably being melodramatic posting an update saying that I'm going to be a whole three days late but. Whatever. I already typed it up

ON A MORE EXCITING NOTE

I've only got like five-ish more chapters to write until Dead Inside is finished, finished. That's still, like, 15 chapters to post but. I'm still going to finish it real soon and that's super exciting

though I'm not as excited about it as I should be?? I think I got all my excitement out when writing ch227 ish or so when it was like HOLY CRAP I'M ON THE FINAL BATTLES I'M ALMOST DONE ALL THE THINGS ARE HAPPENING THEY ARE ALSO PAINFUL
Now I've sort of just accepted the fact that this is the end and I am writing it
I will likely have another conniption when I actually write the final words and close the document for the last time.....



That's kind of all I had to say

I could've talked about a Super Cool Thing I'm planning but said thing is also really huge and I figured I better not mention it before I'm certain I'm going through with it because
there may be a chance I get halfway through making it and go NOPE NEVERMIND

So

I'll leave it at that