I think the girl playing the game does
90% positive
Please watch it you will not regret it
aaaaaaaaaaanyway
If you're looking for the music to (not) listen to while reading this chapter, the mix is here--though I will embed it under the cut
Then there's this picture. which hurts.
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I apparently
don't even
have a lot of notes for this chapter specifically but that's no surprise tbh?? It's hard to talk about half a battle when you can't talk about everything that happens I guess
This one especially though
Like even the music suggestions don't hit as hard until the next chapter-- like "King for a Day" especially it fits?? here?? kinda but it makes more sense/hurts more once you have context from the next chapter
sighs deeply
THIS AIN’T COMMIN
UP IN STORY BUT I think it’s important to note that the first Sora question
asks is “why?” and not “I thought you couldn’t die”
His first thought
isn’t “I can’t do this” it’s “I don’t want to do this” and “I want to know why
I have to do this”
His first
thought!! is concern!!! About his Shadow!!! not his own well being not how
impossible this situation is
Sndfl
Sora’d do this
for anybody tho he’s treating Shad no different than he’d treat any other
enemy—the only people he’d treat differently would be his friends and to them
he’d grab them by the shoulders and frustratedly yell “DYING!!! ISN’T!!! AN
OPTION!!!”
This didn’t make
it in which is a shame because it’s sooooooo good
“I thought you wanted to kill me”
“well I guess if I have to but when you preface it with a ‘I don’t want
to live anymore’ it makes me suspicious?”
“wait you don’t want to kill me?”
“well I mean?? I would?? Out of self preservation or necessity or
whatever bc I thought I had to eventually since we’re in a big battle against
each other or whatever but if I don’t have to kill you… then… by all means”
HANG ON WAIT I THINK IT MADE IT IN just not as a conversation we got this paragraph from Sora
Sora really couldn’t look down at his Shadow now. He looked off to the side. Took deep breaths. He wanted to cry, too. He didn’t want to kill his Shadow.Maybe he would’ve wanted to, a month ago, before Maleficent. And maybe he would’ve—out of self-preservation, of course, or because he had to. But when he was being asked to? When his Shadow was begging for it? He wouldn’t. He couldn’t.
yeah
I'm upset omg just thinking about this chapter and I have the mix going and. Sighs deeply. This chapter is painful. This whole sequence is painful. the SoShad battle. endgame as a whole. ahlgsldkfj
Mm this got cut
too:
Shad: can’t villains have a change of heart?
Sora: normally that change of heart doesn’t end in this
Shad: yeah? Well this isn’t a fairytale, Sora, this is real fucking
life and I want no more of it
so I listened to Pierce the Veil non stop while writing these chapters and like. I'd suggest that while you're reading it but I already gave you a mix so. Uh.
here's my playlist for them on grooveshark anyway. I like 'em a lot. You don't have to. but I really really do
Oh and there's also Sleeping With Sirens. they're a pretty good band too (the lead singer has a really powerful voice and yes. it's a guy.)
their latest album "Feel" is a little less scream-y than the rest if you're opposed to screaming jsyk
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