Also I didn't proofread before uploading this but it's gone through two betas and I'm sure it's probably fine
here is Vector to the Heavens memoria version and it is beautiful you should totally listen to it. While reading this chapter. Increase your tears.
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I literally want
to write all of endgame from Kairi’s POV. I mean it.
Asdlkfjslfjdsf in my brainstorm:
“you. killed. her”
He hisses he’s so angry and he’s probably kairi—pHFFFFFFF HAHA OMG I
TYPED KAIRI INSTEAD OF CRYING I CAN’T.
I really did I
typed kairi and then. I. I can’t.
I’m going to
bring up Riku’s sensitivity to sound now bc it is A Thing that I should’ve kept
in mind throughout all of this oh well
Most of his sensitivity to sound comes from super-sensitive hearing so he hears regular sounds more clearly/loudly than your average person
That is the downside to being able to eavesdrop on conversations when you're supposed to be "out of earshot"
loud noises are extra loud
poor Riku
Ohhhhgoooshhhh I
wonder how much Kairi and Sora play wrestled as kids ahhhnnnggggg I love the
thought of them basically doing everything together and being super hecka close
and like. I am in control. That is what happened in my universe. They were
super hecka close and did everything together and had sleepovers and wrestled
on the beach and raced and while Kairi wasn’t too big on the play fighting she
was all about tickle fights
(Sora actually
squeals when tickled and Kairi just snorts until she’s out of breath and then
it’s gasping and snorting and it sounds more like a dying pig than laughter)
yeah
Idk if I
mentioned before. Roxas can literally do strike raid a bajillion times in a row
bc he throws one Keyblade summons the other throws it summons the first throws
that again etc
for the next bit here it's me yelling as i'm writing this in general at everything so
(are you even surprised though? I do this alot)
Take off your
shipping goggles right fucking now not everything has to be romantic there is
such a fucking thing as platonic relationships
I do not have to
be shipping AkuRoku for this scene to work fucking hell
Oh
Fucking curaga
rIKU YOU LEFT THE
AREA YOU CAN’T DO A COCKY REMARK
KAIRI YOU
CAN’-T—actually yeah okay
I CAN’ HEAR AXEL
I CAN HEAR AXEL I CAN HEAR AXEL I CAN
I literally
couldn’t believe I was writing this tbh
I’ll probably sit
with that same numbness throughout all of endgame
Literally in
disbelief of the fact I’m actually writing it
Also!! Fun note!!
I actually!! Initially wasn’t intending to kill Axel but- oh but at the time
Roxas was slated for death and Magik was like “well if Roxas dies you’ll have to
kill Axel too bc without a heart and morals literally nothing will stop him
from just bringing Roxas back again”
And I went “oh”
And I forget if
we plotted Axel’s death out that day—we probably did
Or what
But we plotted it
out and somewhere in there (probably) magik talked me out of killing Roxas (not
that I minded I love him a lot I didn’t necessarily want to kill him I just
felt it would make the most sense + I was initially Really Against brining him
back at first and killing him again seemed like the smart choice but then I realized
how much I loved him)
And stuff
Unfortunately I
wasn’t writing it down (nor did I record the conversation) while we were
talking so later when I wrote down the basics for what happened I literally
just went
AXEL SHOWS UP
AND HE DIES
AND HE AND ROXAS HAVE A THING
A DYING THING
That was it
That was all the
notes I had for this scene
(along with
magik’s line “I though cloaks were more sturdier” or something roughly along
those lines. That line is in there bc she suggested it. and it’s a very axel
thing to say if ya think ‘bout it)
Okay but how do
you even describe a nobody dying they just?? fade??? ?
??
I literally need
to read someone else’s take of a nobody—any of org 13 really—dying but
unfortunately I’m good and sure magik hasn’t exactly killed anyone in the
organization besides like. Lexaeus. And. no?
LOUD WAILING I
WENT AND READ AXEL’S DEATH IN THE KH2 NOVEL AND NOW I’M SUPSET – I also skimmed
over Xion’s death before going into that it
It may have been
a really bad idea
(unfortunately
both of their deahts were very literal takes
on what happened in-game and I just. I can’t do that I really really can’t
sigh)
Forgive Roxas he
doesn’t know 'bout nobodies coming back
It’s not common
knowledge in my universe yet
I literally had a
playlist of Vector to the Heavens (memoria) followed by the Other Promise
(dramatica) then Musique por la tristesse de Xion (piano) and last the Other
Promise (piano)
Those four songs
In a playlist
On repeat
While I wrote
this
I love kairi
I didn’t intend
for her to stop Roxas but she went “NOPE I’M SUPER SUSPCIOUS OF HIM HE’S NOT
GOING ANYWHERE” and so
We did
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