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I made a Super Paper Mario fanmix. Obviously I've been playing a lot. Heh.
ANYWAY SO CHAPTER wow it's been ages since I wrote this. Uh.
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(reminder that I copy+pasted these notes and i'm actually laughing because I just kept yelling at everyone)
I don’t understand
how something so simple as how people sit can give me feels what the frik
They’re giving me
feels because he’s actually laying down and looking up at the ceiling and she’s
sitting crosslegged at the end of his bed and their legs are probably touching
when did the y get to this point in their relationship
I literally had a
thing about the bed tho like
Was it big enough
for him to lie down? And there still be room for her to sit? How much skin
would be touching because the less the better they aren’t exactly 100% in that
bit of their relationship where they can just casually sit with all the skin
touching just saying
ALSO RIKU
COULDN’T DECIDE WHERE HE WANTED HIS HEAD. Firsth e wanted it in Namine’s lap
and I was like no. but then I was like maybe his head is next to her on the bed
tho?? But I really think she’s sitting next to/on his legs to be honest
The thing is
he’s only got like two scenes where he interacts with Real Thing
FRIK THIS GOES
FROM CUTE TO UPSETING IN LIKE THREE SECONDS DOESN’T IT
FRIK
Oh. hello bitter
Namine
Can you not?
Namine knows. She
just. She knows and she ahs for a long while like I am kidding myself if I ever
try to say she doesn’t know what he feels for her because she knows
She’s known about
some of this stuff and had a lot of vague ideas about others but then they
kissed and the thing is they were so close together physically and mentally
when that happened that she just. She learned a lot of things and most of them
were about how he felt for her.
Technically that
information was all there for him to learn, too, but Riku wasn’t paying as much
attention ha. Boys.
(tho I guess you
can argue it largely helped cement things they both sort of already knew and
Riku knew somethings but he didn’t know as much as Namine knew so.)
I’m sorry
apparently it’s going to be a lot of namiku fluff I wasn’t planning this gomen
(but they did
just kiss and it’s still the same day so uh. Yeah? Besides you should get
sokai fluff next if things go as planned)
I tried to not
write Namiku fluff. But they just kinda… laughed at me. Because I’m apparently
not allowed to have an opinion on this
Namine please
that just hurts
(“all the cruelty
in the world hasn’t corrupted you”)
He can tell
himself that it doesn’t matter but it’s going to take him more than a few hours
to actually truly believe that
(legit tho the
visit with mNamine didn’t fix him. he
specifically told Vexen that he dealt with it at the time (by shoving his emotions
aside and not thinking too much about it) because he had to. Becauseh e
couldn’t afford to break down in that company. YES HE DOES FEEL A LITTLE BETTER
ABOUT IT BUT NOT ENTIRELY IT’S JUST HOW IT IS)
WOW IMAGINE HOW
QUIET IT GETS IN CO THO YOU DON’T HAVE LIKE FANS AND AIRCONDITIONING RUNNING
THE BACKGROUND or the heater or like. Computer fans or like. Anything. Not in
Riku’s room. There’s nuttin because CO doesn’t need an AC and it’s not like
he’s got a window and can hear car nosies or birdy noises you just
Silence
Wow
(just another
reason to hate CO)
No I don’t
capitalize universe
LEGIT THO IT’D BE
GREAT IF THIS UNIVERSE’S VEXEN CAME BACK LIKE LTERALLY EVERYONE WOULD BE MORE
THAN HAPPY TO SEE HIM YOU DON’T UNDERSTAND
(“I haven’t like.
Replaced you. I’m just. Your equivalent from another universe. Yes it is
fascinating. I’m just… here to keep an eye on… my Riku Replica”)
QUIETLY SAYS
NOTHING ABOUT THE DAMN LARXENE THING WE WILL NOT TALK ABOUT RIKU’S MINDSET
RIGHT NOW IT’S A MORAL GREYZONE
(and by that I
mean it’s a moral black zone he literally no morals on this thing)
Not smart enough?
No. High on darkness? That’s another story idiot
BUT NO ACTUALLY
LET’S TALK ABOUT THE DAMN LARXENE THING it’s legit a moral greyzone because.
He. He wants her dead and out of the way so she can’t hurt him anyone
anymore. But. No. he want’s revenge and he wants her to suffer like I don’t
want to have t go into that but it’s what he wants he
Wants her to
suffer
Like she made him
suffer
I DON’T WANT TO
HAVE TO COVER IT RIGHT NOW THO IN STORY DO I HAVE TO RIKU WHY
Aaaaah right if
you didn’t read the crossover then you’ll be a little confused
right here but real quick this is the chatper in question ctrl f
Larxene you’ll find it just fine
They talk about
it breifly andhe brings up killing her but of course they talk him out of it
sorta at least for the moment
And yes they
mentioned he wanted revenge but we never went into his opinions on the matter
which is I want her gone but I also want her to suffer.
Dammit we’re
going into this. damn you Riku. Damn.
Upset noises he
says “when things go wrong” first he expects
confronting Larxene to go badly like he’s trying to convince himself and the
darkness is trying to convince him that things will go fine and it’s only an if things go wrong but Riku’s also
smarter than that and he’s dealt with Larxene for literally forever and he
knows what she’s like and he knows it’s more like a when things go wrong
Did they take
their shoes off?
(I bet Namine did
but idk ‘bout Riku)
GRAVY IT’S JUST.
HABIT. FOR NAMINE TO SHRINK IN HERSELF TOO. FRIK CO. FRIK COM. FRIK
Nnooooooooooo
its’ too soon for that girl
He drowned it but
now it’s coming back out oh no
I didn’t plan
this
I planned him to
get a little alskjf about it but uh. Namine distracted him quickly. But clearly
she decided she didn’t want to do that
I’m torn between
making Namine keep talking because I know I hate sitting in silence because my
thoughts just run in circles but having her stay quiet means easier transition
into fluff I wanna write fluff
Whoops I
accidently 3000 words
Frik you namine.
Frik.
Damn he has an
injured shoulder
Frik both of you.
I listened to an
almost endless mix of Passion Pit and Capital Cities while writing this AND I
HONESTLY DON’T KNOW WHY
I had this whole
thing where Namine was like “it’s flattering you think I’m perfect but you need
to not because I am definitely not” but it was easier to cut it then weed it
out of the five other paragraphs surrounding it that I definitely needed to cut
Legit tho this
wasn’t supposed to happen now if anytime in Dead Inside ha. Haha.
HAHA I WAS LIKE
“WOW THIS IS TOO MUCH FLUFF” AND THEN MAGIK JUST KIDN OF GAVE ME A LOOK
“y’know they’ve
actually never been fluffy before ever”
And I went
“OH YEAH”
So
Yeah
NO REGRETS
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